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Saturday, March 26, 2005

Sorry... i felt so sad today...for some reasons i promise myself not to get upset over those matters.. but i am getting sadder each day..that 'him' poem was copied frm my sisters frenz blog.. i found that tis is very interesting cos i am realli goin thru wad this is.. haha.. Cg practice excellent today.. me and louis practice the hou ban pai.. finalli i can catch up liao but still got little bit shaky so muz jia you..blog till here...
[qiao ting_pls take care cos u are goin to be sick]
[nxt week go metta practice for Cg members]
}} PARIS 9:10 PM


In the presence of him, you pretend to ingnore him and look away.
but still hoping that he will look into your way.
But when he is no longer there, you look around to find him
and get so disappointed to know that he is gone.
Although you are tokin to someone else,
your eyes are fixed on him.
You find your textbook filled with his name,
and in the midst of you school desk, you could actually spot his name there.
When a new movie is out, the first person you wished to watch with, is him.
But always end up watching with your friends.
When people mention the word 'Valentines Day',
the first thing that appear on your mind is his name.
You realise that your conversation with your friends never fail to include him.
You worry if he will fall for someone else,
and hurts when you knew that the person will never be you.
You find yourself getting so affected by just one word or action from him.
Sometimes you get angry with him for some reasons, and feel yourself hating him
But once you see him again, your heart melts, and found yourself loving him once more.
You tried to forget him, but got reminded of the memories with him.
Many times, you force youself to stop likin him,
but find it even harder than killing yourself.
You tried to convince yourself , that you dont like him anymore.
But find the person on your mind is still to be him.
While you are reading this, the one that has appeared on your mind is him.
Just like when i was typing this, it was him on my mind, all this while.
Its tiring to live in pretence and lies.You cant avoid it. Love is cruel and it hurts all the time.
He's not gonna come and pick up the broken pieces of you.
Perhaps he'll walk past you with another girl by his side. Not you.
}} PARIS 8:20 PM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

Finally i knew that life isnt that simple as i tot... haha... after the setbacks that i had those names juz cant go away. They are alwayz floating around me and interfering my daily life. hiaz.. Why like that.. aIyoH...i am better now liao lahz.. for those who knows wat goin on dun worry abt me cos i am strong...guesS probably tis is a better solution for me.. knowing that i love to 'flirt'[a better word_sociable] around.I am going to find my better half, but mean while too many wiveS huBBies gerfriends and boyzfrenz and lies and gays partner so better dun over do later they jealous and angry.... haha... blog till here..
[Cg practice oN sat.. remember to be there]
[CAppucIno][sorry TO you.. i need more time]
[plaIn watER][thkS for leavin...you madE me stronger]
[i will alwayZ remember tAT]
}} PARIS 9:47 PM

Saturday, March 19, 2005

If onli you could send me an sms askin how are you, hows your day?
Even hi, good morning and sweet dramz nite is engh..at least i knew tat u are thinkin and caring for me. I am a easily contented ger..Even the slightest small thing that u do can brighten up my day and i will feel so touched. I realli need a shoulder now for me to lie on.. during this short time when sch started in jan many things happen and i am still trying to catch my breath..i need someone to listen to me.. lend me a listening ear.. after searching high and low and lending my ears to other.. is time i find my true happiness...where are you my shoulder?
}} PARIS 8:30 PM


yest. got prefect camp and Cg trainin camp so tire siaz.. early in the morning rush to bus stop meet muhaimin then he late.. make me wait so long.. den his dad drove us to sch.. then prefect camp like sian sian like that.. hiaz.. so little ppl come.. but then i think quite fun lohz some how[games part---becos i in charge one mah] haha...
Cg trainin quite okay lohz.. at night kanna bitten by mosquitoes lohz... then we change the venue of slpin place frm 1T1 to hall.. then hall got cockroach.. the gers were screamin lohz.. then we manage to kill 3 cockroaches which i name sony ericission, nokia and motorola..then nw sch got camp rules muz got light off.. i dun like camp with light off lohz.. hiaz.. lucky last yr liao so none big deal..wonder who set this rule..hiaz...then i got gastric pain.. at 1 smth they buy milk for me then i drink liao 4 smth gastirc again.. then i return home i sick then mummy force me to eat medicine.. yuckZ...Thks alot to HAfeeZ kor who keep me busy and caring for me for that nite by msgin[he was the only one who reply to my msg!]....
}} PARIS 7:49 AM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

toDay arz got Cg practice lohz.. haha.. Rabbit today very angry lohz.. scold my bAO beIs hiaz.. but then for their sake lohz.. i sometimes also wanna tok some sense to them juz cant bear to do it..hiaz..i too ai Cg family le[very mushy.. Cg members shld be vomitin when they read this part]..Cg members..we will reap wat we sow.. juz another 3 weeks then we shall do our best and nvr regret becos i had tried my very best[quote william hung] haha..listening to addicted by simple plan a nice song.. today after Cg i go qiao ting hse.. she help me set up my tag board haha.. thks a million hor ger.. then go ws.. then go yanming hse.. watch incredible.. haha i like the mothe helen her super powers are great.. haha.. borrowed couples of vcd to watch haha.. shld keep me busy for this holiday..then take 3 wanna watch MPAJA play soccer then saw that who there..return clothes liao muz go home later ppl tot i pester him..haha..but everything has come to an end.. let's put tis 3 yrs to a stop and since i am startin on a new chapter of life..hiaz.. never eat lunch eat too much tibits then wanna vomit sia.. hiaz.. suai.. now stomach still upset.. haha.. nvm lahz.. blog till here.. and i promise the howls moving castle elaboration.. haha...
}} PARIS 10:35 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

I love you

i love you becos you are a good man,
you dun keep me in a cage and make me your property
i love you becos you wanted freedom and you gabe me freedom
i love you becos you are special and you make me feel very special
i love you becos you will think of me alwayz and make me think of you
i love you becos you let me tell you i love you
kunrong_cuppAcinO_teA_plaIn watER_otAH
}} PARIS 8:50 PM


Today is a happy day.. dunno why.. but early in the morning go sch meet ms lum.. but then wait for 1 hour plus then she come... hiaz make me wait in sch alone so sian.. nth to do also.. lucky got qiaoting msg me.. haha... she go and rebond her hair sia.. tmr can see how her new hair style ish.. haha..
Afternoon do math lohz so tire... i think i got upset stomach today.. so tire..
Night then ish typing this bloggy lohz.. haiz.. yesterday i went to watch howls moving castle.. nice show.. i shall give a detailed elaboration... the howl so handsome..haha...blog again some time...then finally shou de yun kai jizn yue ming liaoz... haha...



[Coffee_tea_or me?!?][applE_orAnGe_or me?][black_white_or me?]
}} PARIS 9:00 AM


I haTE yoU

i hate you becos you make me fell in love with you
i hate you becos you make me think of you
i hate you becos you make me happy
i hate you becos you make me sad
i hate you becos you make me care for you
i hate you becos you make me cry
i hate you becos you steal away my heart
i hate you becos you break my heart
i hate you becos you make me say i like you
i hate you becos you make me say i hate you
kunrong_cuppAcinO_teA_plaIn watER_otAH
}} PARIS 4:47 AM

Monday, March 07, 2005

hiaz.. today is a good day,good becos is good lohz.. haha.. Got Chi and Eng paper today.. still coping fine lohz.. not beri diffcult and easy haha..max say today i siao liao.. so high in sch cos early in the mornin laugh laugh laugh.. den brought two red apple to sch one for yanming one for me.. haha.. but i never eat cos muz do patrolling duty.. hiaz.. soRry to the wh0(if u knoe that i'm refering to you)during the recess time the patrolling thingy.. soRy soRy soRY..Daddycare so funny today.. ask me stupid questions and then he himself blush haha.. say holiday got what plan? then i sae u wanna date me arz.. then he still can sae go where? haha.. so funni.. hiaz.. early in the morning kanna scold cos in class study chi then kanna scold.. but nvm lah cos is realli my fault lohz.. hehez.. today Cme teacher never come again i think she went for maternity leave le(envy her can be mother liao).. so every mon got free period.. good can sleep ;P.. i wanna have a kid when i am 24 or 25 then get married at 22 or 23 haha.. very early horz.. cos my ambition is to be a housewife not housefly arz..but muz c got ppl wan me not.. haha.. tat's all.. yah.. wait.. i tried a jap ice cream today veri nice.. but very ex $2 for a little bit.. is green in colour cos is green tea one.. the smell very nice.. haha..tat's realli all.. [cuppaCinO_ i'm soRry_shldn't saY thoSE worDs thAt daY]
CuppaCinO_teA_plAin waTEr compse a poem today...
}} PARIS 8:47 PM

Friday, March 04, 2005

First of all the all my CG baO beiS.. i can see tat everyone is trying to put effort into the coming SYF and i know that some of you all might suffer from scoldings and blah blah blah from the teachers instructors and frenz... haha.. but alwayz remember be strong and continue to stike hard okay.. if you all gotta any problems or things juz come to me lohz.. mE very friendly and open-minded so hopin that to give you all some advice lohz.. haha..there are alwayz room for improvment so u all muz work hard.. is not the result that is out.. Gold Silver nor Bronze.. is the efforts that all of us put in and the days and hardship that we had been thru together.. stay good,take care as we are one big united family!
Love ya CG baO beIS alwayZ...i will alwayZ be there for everyone...
}} PARIS 8:58 PM


today is the fourth day of waitin.. waitin for wad arz.. hehe... dun wanna sae lehz.. haha..Past week quite good..been very touched by some words.. haha.. apart from those tests exams and meetings plus scoldings.. finally find that someone out there still care for me.. haha.. so touched.. realli.. not kiddin kkz.. hmm... chemistry finally pass lehz.. haha.. i mean test lah.. haha.. imagine failing chem for a year and finally pass.. haha.. updating u again next week buaiz..hope that next week got good news....haha...
}} PARIS 4:59 AM