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Monday, January 28, 2008

Today is a very suay day,
firstly forgot to take the ABC stamp to sch,
den after reachin sch had to went home and get it
took cab back and it cost 7 bucks
[ i think still okay, cos diana is with me]
Later on i found out that my matric card lost,
i think shld be left on cab, hiaz.. muz redo
lucky is 10 bucks if is like IC $50 i sure die..
Feel like havin ikea meatball..
lolx.. today lunch wasnt very nice also
tom yum is salty.. yucks din eat much also..
Lucky part, ISO went so 'smoothly' just like what i had tot :D

Ps: shall be more careful with my things the next round, shld be the wallet fault, It's time to change a new wallet , anyone wanna sponser me a new wallet?wahahaa..

Sometimes I wonder do we really meant for each other, times w/t you seems bad and empty at the startin, however i'm gettin use to my world now. Earth seems to be so real and people starts to care more abt me. I am more visible to the others. Wonderin if this was really want we wanted? Are you still the one who wanna know and care abt whats happening in my life now? Will you still care for me when the sun rise tmr?
}} PARIS 4:09 AM

Saturday, January 26, 2008

//Random
至我生命一个在我心里重要的人
我们知道永远不会有结果，
存在的只是公主与骑士的感情
每当我受伤时，你会用你的方式安慰我
那怕你已有了她，你也会在旁关心我
很庆幸这辈子能遇到你
在心里既是重要又少不了的你

至我生命里一个永远最疼我，爱我，了解我的你
我们都是在人群中找寻着幸福的人
我们都相信爱是永恒和美好的
我们都勇敢的付出过
也都在爱情里跌的很重
直到现在我们荏苒相信另一半的存在
现在只剩时间让我们慢慢的等待

所以不可伤害自己，做一些一但沉迷就不可回头的事。：D

爱米市你们
}} PARIS 10:51 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008

I begin to suspect if my social life is a bit cock up..
I think i should go and improve on my social skills..
Today got sudden cravin to watch late night movie
I asked Diana den she like ai mai ai mai,
den i ask qt she busy with ^^^ and got work next day
I ask CL, he say anythin, only no car,
and the rest wun wanna come if there's no car..
Another one leh say no money, with friends..
I think Goh kunrong social life is getting smaller,
my friends all dun wan me ler..
still say you all always there for me.. CRAP.. lolx..
where the hell are you all when I most in need of you..

Actually i not angry lah, but i really wanna satisy my cravings for movie mahz.. in the end i gtg home and do project.. hiaz.. life beginnin to be less happening.. muz find the esctasy to spice up my life.. woohoo...
}} PARIS 7:41 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

I think blogger got problem...
Is confirm that..
We will be more or less goin to cambodia
on the 10th of march
which is damn stupid fast
1 week plus after exam
I got no time for gatheriin.. hiaz
I wanna go out everyday after exam
I am gonna miss everyone here.. for 3 months..
I will be missing bed the most,
I gonna bring my bolster i dun care.. lolx..

Mission there: Other than studies, I gotta heal myself and pick up the old me once again, I miss myself the oldself..
}} PARIS 6:11 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008

Been doing MIO website and
sms with jc for the night..
actually he never fails to cheer me up
by scolding me all the time
only he can make the stupid me wake up
Hiaz.. miss them so much..
I wan to hold gatherin with them before i go
I wan to hold alot alot of gatherins
hey Mr jc promise muz be kept [muz help me]
to mend back those that i had missed
Finally he said that is time i come back to earth
been livin in the other world for too long..
I can feel that too..
My eyes betrayed me today
Joanne thks for being there
I sure i wun breakdown that easily de
cos I'm superwoman.. lolx..
I'm the zai one leh

Hey gal, take care and be strong we will always be here for you de, chio :)
Actually i received something that i dint expect in the afternoon, I look forward to the date
}} PARIS 7:54 AM

Sunday, January 20, 2008
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

My answer:

I want to start afresh
I want back the past
I want back my smile
I want back my laughter
I want back my friends
I want back my youth
I want back my time
I want back my feelings
I want back my love
I want back my tears
I want back my kisses
I want back the old me
I want back those promises
I want back everything tht u slash a hole in it..

I want you back so badly..
Can you do that?.. dun ask me what i want from you, when u cant gib anything anymore..
Can you?
}} PARIS 12:11 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008

Fri, was a happening day..

Early in the morning went to celebrate diana bdae at k box, cineleisure
Afternoon go meet lao pos shopping
hiaz, dint get anything cos like very moodless liddat..
den night we went clinic for a few shots
after at 11 me and qt lao po went back novotel see collegue
den drank one bottle of red and dessert wines,

多日押韵的情绪
在一瞬间爆开
借酒消愁，愁更愁
原来我没有想象的那么坚强

爱是一件美好但伤痛的经验
人生短短几十年
有谁不是为情 而困扰
人世间情唯为何物

//及时一辈子，有些是不是像打苍蝇一样简单的
}} PARIS 9:12 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

I believe in tributes,
i'm getting mine now...

Since everything already happen,
I guess there is no need for a turnback
Even a slight try will cause pain in the end
Is better to get hurt and recover
den to suffer from long term illness and slowly die off...

We still care, is just that the status now differ
and i believe that it will always remain like this
from now till forever..
}} PARIS 6:17 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

watching [[Bull fighting]]

It really feels good to have someone to protect you
It really feels good to have someone to love you
To have someone to protect you
makes you feel that the world is under you
you fear no one and wun care abt wad others think of u
To have someone to love you
makes you feel that happiness is with you each day
you wanna share the joy with everyone

I'm in love with you
Regardless of any danger,
I'm willing to shield you from harm
even if it cost my life
Regardless of what wishes you had
I will try to fulfil them with my best
I am contented juz to see you smile
I'm hurt when I see you cry
If you get hurt,
I'll blame myself for not taking good care of you
When you're not by my side
I'll be worried if you're safe and sound
If happen that i lose you
I'm sure to be devasted and helpless and lost
I promised to protect you with all my life
and give you the best i can
Believe me that i will
cause
I love you



* something that i heard from the show, it's so drama and yet familar, i once heard it from the one that i loved and trust most, thot that the words said really will be kept as a whole, but devasting to find out it is impossible to follow. Should i said im too naive, or shall i say it that he really tried but failed..
}} PARIS 10:06 AM


Doing ISO checklist for the whole day
Went to watch [ Le Grand Chef ] with laopos
been damn long since i stepped into movie
and eating nachos with ice lemon tea.. lolx..
The show is damn nice lah
like one movie cut into lots of section lah
It's so touching, qt cried loh quite badly,
den i only like few tears...
But the food they make until so nice,
watching the show makes you feel hungry
from the start till the end lohz..
had pastamania as dinner but i ate only the choc banana pizza
when me and qt went back to pasir ris
we had a drink at the park
thanks to my stubborness
we had hard time opening the bottle cap
cos we dun had the opener and i claim that i can open

Talk abt last time when we first work at novotel
Missed the days that we had, the laughters and tiredness
the scoldings(i din had any), the surprises and the people
I really thanks those people who had given me oppotunities that i nver had
they taught me alot of things and make me see thru the real world
most importantly, is a job that makes me wanna put in passion and love
I gotta see things that ppl dun and gain experiences that not everyone had the chance
I hanged on it for almost 2 years and many passer bys came into my life
Thats where i knew him, and him and him.. lolx.. and lots more him and her
I learnt to be strong(real strong)
Juz that i hate the food, but i love the chillis
I love exchanging valentine present with them
I remember the laughter that we brought to them
The gatherings that we had
the wines and beers and liquor and cigrattes and food
honestly speaking, i think we brought great impact to them
W/t us i think they're probably still so "close up".. haha
I will nber forget the 2 bdae celebration that they planned for me
the water fight that we had, all managers versus me.. lolx..
we ran ard 5th and 6th floor
in the end we got the staffs to clean up the mess and spoilt one vacuum cleaner
then you all shared the costs between urself
the cooking cum slackin section at sp hse
hiaz to many things to remember and kept inside here
-->heart and mind<--
I shall nber forget and keep moving on in life...
For once, I really miss NOVOTEL and I did love Novotel..

*Novotel novotel, here comes hell*
what we said when we first started working
}} PARIS 9:12 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008

Seems like I did alot of things today..
MIO, ISO, PROCOI
Good job...

Understanding animals are already so hard,
yet girls are made to understand guys??
(Hey, i know is a bit rude but no offense)

Hey girls,
When the world is too harsh on you
lean back and take a deep breathe
Show the world(men) that
You can live better off without them...

Most of the time, we really cant trust our eyes
we all thot tat things happen this way
but turns out to be the other
we cried for those who we thot need sympathy
yet end up neglecting the much worthy ones

Bad guys dont live long
they go to hell....


Adios..
}} PARIS 8:56 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Juz finished procoi
now thinking wad to do?

Open house for TP
went to help but i think most of the time we're slackin
Quite sian actually, is not as fun as the last time
The shirt is nice the goody bag looks much much better this yr
I got mine goody bag after much persuasions to the I guide lolx.. thks thks
Finally the PC got connected to the router

Stupid, i got cheated by challenger sales assistant
I paid 3 DOLLARS EXTRA for the exact mouse but in a diff colour
still tell me can use pts exchange, in the end i end up paying more.. KNS
Then somemore i buy the cable also cannot fit my com, still tell me can
Then my mum bought the electric socket also spoilt...
Hey are u out there to cheat my money??? so pissed for that 3 dollars

Schs and projects tmr.. shld be gettin back results for MIO bah.. so excited
lolx.. should get going to slp now..

At least i think i tried helpin, rest is for you to decide....
}} PARIS 8:54 AM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Too many things seems to be running in my head now

Juz finish watching they kiss again ep 4

saw zhi shu bringing xiang qin to their grandparents place in the village
made me think of so many memories, the bike, the people, the ice cream and the swing

BTw my upper lips are swollen from two bun to three
I got "kissed"by the stupid mosquitos
2nd time in life it sucks.......

Why do we hide? When we had the right to show

Why do we avoid? When we done no wrong

Why do we cry? When we know it cant be change

Why do we love? When we know it will end here

Why do we promise? When they are meant to be broken

Why do we fight? When we know that there's never ending

Why do we hurt? When we know the taste of getting hurt

Why do we start? When we know it will end anyway

Why do we regret? When we know its always too late

Why am i doing all this actions that i hate so when i knew that i couldnt be so right from start. Everything couldnt be so nice right. why do i have to believe all the words that you said. Why do i always be the last to know everything abt you was right. Why?

_______________FORGOING IN PROCESS___________


}} PARIS 7:42 AM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

感觉原来在爱情里扮演了那么大的角色
一但感觉不再，多么完美的情人也没有用

曾经有这么一个女孩对我说
她渴望爱情，因为她渴望被疼
即使外表和内心都很坚定的她
始终想找一个能依赖的海港
一个属于自己的海港

有一天有个男孩在她的期盼下出现
男孩曾用生命保证带给她幸福，不让她掉一滴泪
女孩相信男孩，但有所保留
男孩给于女孩的承诺太多
相比下她始终没有向男孩做出任何承诺

这样一年的时间过了
就当女孩终于认定了这个男孩时
男孩已开始怀疑是否真的让女孩快乐
因为女孩的倔强，男孩走了

他们都相信已在也没有回头路
女孩后悔的自责，但一切太迟

女孩带着遗憾放下他
哪怕是一辈子
她永远也没有机会对他说
亲爱谢谢你一直以来对我的宽容与疼爱，我真的很幸福，我要一辈子和你到老，我爱你
}} PARIS 4:03 AM

Saturday, January 05, 2008

YOOHOO..

I have cut my hair today
No comment please.. haha..
Thinkin to dye my hair
wad colour is good neh???
So many nice movies coming up..
How How how???
No time watch
No " " watch
Hiaz.......................................................
Finally today is the 5th
Yest is a emo day
ISO is driving me crazy
Stupid sugar why so hard to find???


To my "date": Hey u promise to treat me to movie (Kungfu dunk) de hor
dont ever go on your words, if not you'll be DEAD..
}} PARIS 6:31 AM

Friday, January 04, 2008

要爱上一个人很容易
要分手也只不过是一句话
要忘记一个人却是一辈子的事

那几乎成真,我们的家,你从此不想吗?
那这年的专心无猜,你只当我是朋友吗?
我以为听不见你的回答,它却那么清楚啊!
让这个你曾深爱的女孩,一夜长大
}} PARIS 7:27 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008


WELCOME 08 & BYE 07
So many things to be remembered in 07
and so many things to start anew and fresh in 08
Today in sch, finally my turn to tell story le.. haha
Seen so many people today
Liang hui, Yvonne and dao b0y LJC
meet qt and got my chris present
Gossip things ard, Sch rocks
at least i dun get to think abt things that i shldnt
Looking forward to cambodia

I'll miss the movies that we had,
I still miss going to movies with you
I'll miss the nachos
Nachos w/t cheese is wad you always gib me
I promised you that i will live a better life from now on..
There's so much to say, but so little time
We'll still good friends like we used to be

hey 07 ended quite dramatic with a bad korean drama ending
so all the best to my o8 and gals thanks alot for being there for me
Especially my laopos and the gals in camp and boss too..
Mummy ask me to change a new no and dad suddenly asked me today
Why i dint see your bf coming to our house recently
I said " we break cos he think i am too good for him" lolx..
then he say" wow.. thats a big news to share"
then he walk back to his room and say hiaz..

haha.. that's all lets chiong project for now..

你以为爱就是被爱
你挥霍了我的崇拜

我活了我爱了我都不管了
心爱到疯了恨到算了就好了
可能的可以的真的可惜了
幸福好不容易怎麽你却不敢了呢

我还以为我们能不同於别人
我还以为不可能的不会不可能

原因一定很多,就随你吧!
究竟为什么,我不管它.
分手我不怕,你知道吗?

还不习惯孤独街道拥挤人潮没你拥抱
已经忘记了我刚刚分手
像告别很久





}} PARIS 6:33 AM