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Monday, July 28, 2008

How long does Liquor therapy helps?
Once or Twice?

//Random

也许
今天是分手的第100天吧
我渐渐的把你忘记了
祝我自己
睡好一点
钱赚多点
少吃一点
成绩四点
快乐一点
漂亮多点
玩疯一点
幸福100点
(欢呼中)
单生万岁...
}} PARIS 8:41 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008



不管世界有多么喧闹
我只想听着自己的乐曲
走我想要的步伐
过着最理想的生活

I'm back from Ehub
Had dinner and movie with YM
Watched the prom night
Not a very bad mudering movie
but storyline is quite expected though..
went to boon shan chalet for a while
but it was really awkward..
Me and YM was locked ourself in the toilet
to wash our black feet,
The shower tap lost ctrl and
splash water on half of my pants
which was damn embrassing
and so many ppl at the chalet area :(

Hiaz,
feel like goin to bed early
but i juz cant fall asleep
Having my lime and rashberry vodka
Hope the liquour could help me sleep better..

盧廣仲 <100種生活>
I fell in love with his talent
He writes good song and he got high pitch
like vitas, he plays a guitar and he look cute..
PPl you all should go listen to this song
is damn nice, especially the lyrics. .
}} PARIS 9:01 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008








This week is coming to an end
And I’m getting no where
Decision not made clear
And I’m in a total mess
No goal, no money, no Dark Knight
Nothing
Practically Zero..

Maybe I’m sick and tired of living,
No life at all..
Computer, computer and still computers!!
ARGH!!!
Could anyone take me out on a movie treat?
The only medication that keeps me living till now
Is sheer mischief (a book)..

My Dear Diana;
I’m waiting for you to get ur pay, so that
I CAN WATCH THE DARK KNIGHT
I dun care what others comment after the show
I LOVE BAT MAN..

For what happen today, I’ve gotta admit that I’ve been abit sarcastic and harsh on my words. I wanted to be selfish as its competition after all. As a matter of fact, I can guarantee we’re on a different track. Probably if you know how the story goes, you’ll understand how we feel..
I’m glad you offer help
And we really appreciate that..
}} PARIS 6:22 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Try knocking some sense into me..
Should I grab the opportunity?
OR
Should I follow the flow?

I’m caught between two realistic situations...
What am I supposed to do??
In order to secure a better future...

A-D-V-I-C-E --M-E

Mr Knows it all
How I wish you were here,
You’ll definitely give sensible advice
And tell me what I should do..

List of craps for 2day:

Fish and Co lunch with SP
(Of course it was his treat)... :)
Updatin Project logbk
“Make –up” for my costing system
Reading sheer mischief
Improve on my flowchart

WOW!!
Finally, I’m focusing on the right things…

//Random
}} PARIS 6:10 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Random//


It was taken at QT hse last tue
Went to help make paper marche
And borrow comics..
Playing with sticky tapioca glue
And make round mould from balloons
Gosh!! It was like million years
Ever since my last art and craft work..
But it was definitely fun..
At least it chases away images of
That stupid fool who yelled at me that morning..
I HATE YOU!!!



We went to meet Qt after work
I leave home for town at 9pm
Juz to eat the tiramisu from spaghetti
Becos laopos got cravings
Rush there and they’re closed
QT was pissed and she yelled at the waiter
Becos they closed early den they should
Ending is we GOT OUR TIRAMISU
All thanks to the pissed and hungry QT

Best part of the story
I went back to town the nxt day
With Sharon Joanne and Diana
We went back for Tiramisu again
And the waiter who got scolded remembered me
Eventually I got stared by all waiters..

Moral: Never ever scold a waiter and return the next day..
Even your other clique insists on having the same food again..

Total Embarrassment..

}} PARIS 7:19 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008


今天的主打歌— Elva Hisao <美丽的插曲>
接到来信，我忍不住哭了

原来我们只不过如此的渺小
在这世界里就好比一颗沙子
只不过我们多了份感情
能让我们去爱
但这真的有比较好吗？
还是感情让我们变得更情绪化
让我们在人与人中挣扎
瞬间变得更丑陋

当然这也只是我一时的想法
看和听的越多
便想问自己
可不可以不要再那么坚强
我也想有大哭的一天

可能是习惯 不是还爱
可能是不甘心 不是放不下
没有人会比自己更懂得自己
所以大家不要说了解我
因为有的时候
就连我自己都说不上
我为什么会这样

但我讨厌软弱的自己
却又不想那么勇敢
我永远活在矛盾的世界
当然我希望这也是暂时性的

每个笑脸的背后，才是真正的自己
但有没有想过，
也许每一个微笑都是在忍着伤痛，才表现出来的？

}} PARIS 11:35 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

莫文蔚 - 忽然之间
曲 : 林 健 华
词 : 周 耀 辉 / 李 焯 雄
忽然之间
天昏地暗
世界可以忽然什么都没有
我想起了你
再想到自己
我为什么总在非常脆弱的时候
怀念你
我明白 太放不开 你的爱
太熟悉 你的关怀 分不开
想你 算是安慰 还是悲哀
而现在 就算时针 都停摆
就算生命 像尘埃 分不开
我们 也许反而 更相信爱
如果这天地
最终会消失
不想一路走来珍惜的回忆
没有你
Rainy day makes me sick
Been repeatin this song for 79787323126 times
and I'm nw addicted to Karen Mok voice..
So many things are going through my mind
No mood for project, but I'm trying hard to concentrate
Goal for 2day: Finish product outline..
//Random
If only there's no bad guy in the world
Maybe I wont be so lonely now..
If only I'm able to skip away sat. for 2 years..
}} PARIS 1:47 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Woke up in the morning today,
Felt that my room was cold
I bet that winter is coming..
Where have all the huggies gone to?..
Where were all the warmth that were here before?..
}} PARIS 4:09 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Something jucy to update..

HAPPY BDAY ALVINA CHIO BU
Always so Chio and nice to us, not forgetting to wish you all the best in future
And a great house-wife to be.. haha..

Firstly, I got huge cravings for k box now
Becos
I fell in love with this Taiwan show
(超级星光大道3)
Every week is another new excitement
When it comes to listen to the voice of the contestant
Through this show, I learnt more new songs
Which I’m now frenetically dl-ing
I loved people who sing
I love Singing though I’m rather bad at it
But who cares..
I finished the lastest show
On the day when Taiwan broadcast,
Thks to the others show lover
Who uploaded them on U-tube
Immediately 1 hour after the show..
Excellent JOB..
Watched it till 4am in the morning..
And I had to get up to Yishun by 1230
Thought, I’ll be late cos I woke at 11
But thankfully there’s always 969

Gotten DHL for the 2nd round
Gotta give a pat on my shoulder
For putting in the effort for the past 1 year:)
Congrats to Alvina, Wanyu, Sharon and Joanne
Weetweetweet
Hopefully the next year will be
the 9 Minimarket-peans so M2 jia you!!
After that we went to chill at the airport
And definitely I “miss” pang
Thanks for the Coffee bean treat for M2
M2 Never fails to make a hole in his pocket whenever he meets us

Met up with JAM for 12372166979897 times this week
Surprisingly we are seeing each other almost every 3-4 days
Maybe we hadn’t been gatherin for long
And we are punished to stick close to one another.. haha
I miss laopos, laopos for life..
Yanming says she’ll buy my girl a chanel bag
When she turns 12..
And I’m thinking what if I ain’t got no girl??

Surprisingly, time flies
I was glancing through my calendar again
Which I always loved to when I’m on e bus
And I realized that it was the month of JULY
I just found out the recent dates that I wrote was all in june
GOSH!!!
Another blink of my eyes
I’ll be 19..
I’m getting old..
When I hang around in sch
I love to tell Sharon my favourite line
Xiao di di and the Xiao mei mei
Jie jie come liao..(though it makes no sense here)
Hiaz..
The other day I was at DHL
There is this very nice and honest girl
Name Christina from BZE
She said that I looked like a secondary kid
And I’m so damn happy
She is an excellent friend I should say
Because she dun lie..haha

And then again,
I mixed now (mentally)..
Rojak and ice kachang..
Ice cream and Ah balling..
Mind creates trouble when heart isn’t sure about it’s feeling..
}} PARIS 9:46 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Lonely Night like today makes me think of you even more
Especially like times when I had to rush through my reports
I always think of you, the one who always stays up late
Wait for me to finish my reports
And kiss me goodnight through the phone..
Oh God!!
I think I’m really missing you at this very moment
How I wish I had you back here with me..

Since the world is round,
You will definitely walk in circles
And end up coming back to where we start right?
Please proved that I’m Right..

I’m just being random AGAIN!!!..

ARGH
$&*^@^&)_\
Once again,
I hate myself for being so weak..

The above posts DO NOT represent my feeling
DO NOT THINK THAT I’m MISSING ANYONE
BECAUSE THE ONES THAT I NEED MOST
IS ALL AROUND ME..
I LOVEYA; myPEEPS:)

}} PARIS 10:42 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

My blog is dead for a moment
So do I..
I'm living in confusion now..

A person reacts like a normal
But out there we know that he/she could still be in misery
Yet the person still pretends nothing happen
For now is officially kr declared that
the person is considered half dead..

Giving advices to ppl
Listening to painful stories
Sharing my own views and thoughts
I've brighten your day:)

When could you listen to me for a moment
lend me your ears and shoulder
Or I should say,
who's gonna brighten up my day?..

When night return, and I'm all alone here again
I found out that I'm still a weak link...
No matter how happening I am in the day,
Back to darkness, facing the truth,
I'm still bruise and battered..

I'm fine, perfectly fine..
At least in the day

Like I said,
I'm officially self declared half dead
therefore I'm just half fine..

Such random emo post brings me no where...

爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
}} PARIS 9:32 AM